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alich
15 October 2009 @ 09:29 pm
home  
My grandparents are here. They may be staying for good.

When they gather around with my parents and aunts and uncles after dinner to discuss random thing like how much it would cost them the minor renovations in La Union, who died or who married who, I feel sheltered, protected even. It is like they radiate a feeling of security (at least towards me, without them knowing) when they get together. Their talks can last long into the night and I get good sleep always, when I know that they're just outside my door, laughing over everyday banalities.

There really is no place like home.
 
 
Current Mood: sheltered
 
 
alich
13 October 2009 @ 08:54 pm
My father used to sing me this song.


Moon River, wider than a mile,
I'm crossing you in style some day.
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker,
wherever you're going I'm going your way.
Two drifters off to see the world.
There's such a lot of world to see.
We're after the same rainbow's end--
waiting 'round the bend,
my huckleberry friend,
Moon River and me.



I need him today. I need him to sing to me tonight.
 
 
Current Mood: scared
 
 
alich
22 September 2009 @ 10:16 am
There I was, walking the long walk home, from my on-call job that demanded my "services" for only eight hours in a week, twenty-four, if I'm lucky. I was dragging myself that day because I knew there was a sermon waiting for me at home - one that would not be delivered by a priest or either one of my parents but an uncle who deemed it necessary to remind me of my sensibilities.

There was an occasional sigh that punctuated my purposely slowed down gait and I made it a point to pass by Book Sale to momentarily forget what was in store for me the minute I stopped walking and reached Everlasting Street.

I felt like I was fourteen again, queasy with the thought that I was surely at fault and dreading the inevitable confrontation that came with being on the wrong side of the rational spectrum.

Of course, I had to text my shrink, if only to hear what wonders she has to say about my very high school situation.
"Pagagalitan ka ng soldier, how exciting," she said.
Upon reading the message, I imagined the rain clouds clearing overhead. And I smiled.
 
 
Current Mood: cheerful
 
 
alich
11 September 2009 @ 07:50 pm
My Mom and I feel most beautiful when we're tired?

After a long stressful/eventful day, or after brisk-walking together in the mornings, I notice this.
 
 
Current Mood: separation anxious
 
 
alich
31 August 2009 @ 07:14 pm
Me: Nakapunta ka na ba sa zoo?
Maru: Di pa.
Me: Hindi ba't weird na hindi pa tayo nakapunta dun?
Maru: Ewan ko, ni hindi pa nga tayo nakapag-enchanted eh.
 
 
Current Mood: calm
 
 
alich
01 June 2009 @ 01:00 pm
Went to the embassy today and this time they actually took the mound of papers I photocopied for them but they still didn't keep my passport and I went home with only the reassurance that they will mail me a notice re: the status of my application. I went home drunk with coffee after the embassy thing.

Went out yesterday night with cousins and my long missed siblings and we got here past two in the morning. I really cannot quit smoking. I can't. I used to think that smoking was a rebellious whatever everyone goes through but I was wrong. It's not easy to quit and it's not a phase. And, it's addictive.

I no longer had any hangover on the second time this week that I got home past two the following morning. My belly is now showing signs of becoming a beer belly.

I want to get a haircut today, and a real boyfriend -- someone tangible.
 
 
Current Mood: blank
 
 
alich
17 April 2009 @ 02:40 pm
This was my goodnight quote yesterday:
Before I fall asleep, it occurs to me that life consists of days like this. Points that in the end, if we have been fortunate, connect a line. That they can also fall apart into a meaningless pile of spent time, that only a continuous unswerving effort gives a meaning to the small units of time in which we live.

Christa Wolf, One Day a Year
With emphasis on the words , "continuous", "unswerving , and "effort". My new seatmate borrowed this book for me. I still do not have a library card.

Things to look forward to: 

Maru's graduation day.
Her post-grad swimming party. :) 
Turning 24.
Taking the Start Deutsch 1 Exam and passing it.
Job hunting again.
 
 
Current Location: pilipinas
Current Mood: okay
 
 
alich
02 January 2009 @ 01:25 pm


Happy Birthday Tishen!

He turns 22 today. :) Maru and I are buying his cake, his chicken and his spaghetti ingredients to be chowed on later.
 
 
Current Location: la union!
Current Mood: giddy
 
 
alich
11 November 2008 @ 10:47 am
My brother can be a very good trashtalker. On most days, maybe when he is bored, or when I cannot keep up with his being a smart ass, he morphs into an evil trashtalking Fauno (hahaha, we loved Guillermo del Torro's El Laberinto del Fauno). Oftentimes I can barely keep up, because as you can see, I am too nice to trashtalk back to him because I would rather that he stop being crazy. 

Several days ago, he accompanied me to the American Cemetery for me to practice my photographic eye and he kept on saying, "Inggitera ka kasi!"

I didn't see it that way when I first thought about it since we weren't doing anything during the All Saint's and All Souls days and visiting the American Cemetery even if it was a very very cloudy October 31, was a fairly good exercise in photography. I nearly walked out on him when he wouldn't stop saying I was an "inggitera" and when he finally died down, we only came up with a handful of decent photos.

Come to think of it, isn't inggit that drives you to be competitive? When you see someone excelling in a similar field of interest whether it be a hobby or profession, you become proud of that someone especially when you know them or when they are Pinoys who are excelling internationally and then you secretly cheer on yourself that you can do it, too (with lots of practice, a fair amount of patience, and less trashtalk from family members -- :)). Just as long as you don't hurt anyone and you don't steal anyone's ideas, your inggit can be used in a healthy way, at least that's what I believe. 
 
 
Current Location: 31a everlasting street
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: the hum of the pc
 
 
alich
15 July 2008 @ 09:30 am
Today is my cousin Pau's birthday. He is 12 now, with pizza for his classmates during recess. He refuses to be called "Paolo," just "Pau" as in Pau D' Arco since his complete name is really Paul Armand.

Pau, now that you're 12, I hope you study harder now. Teeheehee. But come to think of it, when I was your age, I was just as distracted as you are, only, less playful. I hated Hekasi, too because I found it boring. If they taught it in English, I would have fared better but being that we're trying to be nationalistic and all, the subject turned out to be one loOong bedtime story. I loved my Science class because my teacher made the subject interesting and it was fun to draw the kinds of bacteria in my notebook. I didn't like PE any more than Hekasi but you, on the other hand is doing a whole lot better than I did back then considering that you're now a varsity player. All those practices with your Tito Raymond in the Brig did payoff, thank goodness.    

Pau, now that you're 12, I hope you take your studies more seriously; as seriously as you take Warcraft and Dota, and girls and badminton tryouts.

So there, let's drink to that!


Lurve,
your cousin Coco (who's way older than you and should know better. Nyar) 
 
 
Current Location: the cubicle
Current Mood: good
Current Music: yet another fax tone
 
 
alich
04 July 2008 @ 12:13 pm
Today, Paolo sent me some chocolates.
Heehee. Thanks, Paolo. :P

He knows exactly what I like, since I'm not much of a chocolate lover. Maru is the only one who's got a sweet tooth in the family; everyone else would survive a chocolate drought if there was any.

I don't know why I can't appreciate a Ferrero and anything else that has almonds, peanuts, or the like inside. I don't like dark chocolates, too. 

I can live without M&M's.
Because M&M's stand for Maru's and Maru's only.



Even though I love how they look like.

I like my chocolates plain. Truth be told, I only like Kisses. So he sent me those in a pink-striped box. It's a great feeling he still remembers to be sweet despite the distance, although it would have been better if he just sent himself instead. (I hope you're reading this!)  
 
 
Current Location: wonderland
Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: me and you + fall out boy
 
 
alich
04 July 2008 @ 10:38 am
Maru's new laptop is named "Shew" which originated from the word "shoe" because it sounds cute. I'll have to buy Shew a "funke" bag soon. :P It's cold up in Baguio.

 I thought that "Shew" was another silly concoction by my sister but Wiktionary has proven otherwise:
shew

to shew (third-person singular simple present shews, present participle shewing, simple past shewed, past participle shewed or shewn)

  1. (archaic) To show.
  2. To prove.

Quotations

  • 1611, King James Version of the Bible (Authorized Version)[1], Genesis 12:1
    Now the LORD had said unto Abram, Get thee out of thy country, and from thy kindred, and from thy father's house, unto a land that I will shew thee:
  • 1786: Francis Grose, A Treatise on Ancient Armour and Weapons, page xiv.
    The section shewing its concavity and handle.
  • ????: M. Le Page Du Pratz, History of Louisisana (PG) page 40.
    I give it you without any other design than to shew you that I reckon nothing dear to me, when I want to do you a pleasure.
 
 
Current Location: the cubicle
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: transformers message tone
 
 
alich
23 April 2008 @ 01:04 am
my mind to join photo contests when this month ends. I'm looking forward to it because I know the experience comes with some sibling love and hopefully, a bit of luck. :D

+

Which brings me to remember that that won't be the first time I'd be joining a photo contest. The first contest was in college, and in retrospect, I had absolutely no inkling as to what I stood up against being that I didn't have any formal background on photography (still don't). The results were based purely on gut feel and playing around with whatever pixel range and lighting I had at that time. The cam I used (which wasn't even mine to begin with), wasn't even branded! and it was supposed to be a 7.2 mp but I later on found out it was close to just a 5.-something. I didn't even know that the small tulip sign on the cam stood for macro. Haha.

All those didn't matter though, as I was one happy member of the clicking crowd. It was only towards the end of the event that I found out that my  rivals were among the best in Baguio and the Philippines and the world, most probably  (some of them were photographing for the PDI Northern Luzon Bureau. My goodness!).

Here's a handful of the photos I salvaged from that wonderful initiation:

[It was for Camp John Hay but I forgot what the name of the event was or even the theme. I also don't remember which of the following I turned in (there was a maximum of 5 photos for each contestant but I only submitted 3).

I also forgot what captions I came up with since these are bordering on the melancholic and the event was supposed to promote Camp John Hay as a haven for stressed out vacationers. It's not likely that these images promote something "gay" or "fun" or anything like that.]


A gazebo in the clouds.


A lomo version of the putting green.



Of course, I didn't win (haha). I ended up somewhere in the middle and that was good enough for me, I tell you. It was such a memorable event for the clueless first timer that I was and I'm wishing for more of these spur-of-the-moment days. 
 
 
Current Location: the cubicle
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: the hum of the pc
 
 
alich
14 April 2008 @ 09:36 pm
Naisip mo na bang isang malaking event ang kasal mo?
-Maru
 
 
Current Location: 31a everlasting street
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: the hum of the pc
 
 
alich
11 March 2008 @ 11:12 am




More happinesses here! )

I'm tagging: MARU and BEA and LISA and BEBE

The rules are easy, just post 10 things that recently made you happy! Then tag 10 people and force them to post this meme on their blogs. This one is long since overdue. But I have to post it to boost the serotonin levels somehow. This is therapy, thanks Kath! :P


 
 
Current Location: the cubicle
Current Mood: busy
Current Music: parang manok lang hahaha
 
 
alich
10 March 2008 @ 03:05 pm
Yesterday, I attended a funeral. It was for a distant relative, an uncle, whom I have never met.

Funeral Blues
W.H. Auden

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He is Dead.
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.
   



Lunch was grilled fish that was too herby for my taste. We stayed til past 5:30 and then Uncle Nino started making excuses. It was a long day. Ate Chinky won a free Chippy at the Shell station and we each had Pepsi Deluxe. The Creme Caramel tastes way better than what I ended up with: a Strawberries and Cream.  

The mass was held, not to mourn for the dead, but to praise the person that he has been. It was afterall, a Thanksgiving for the Life of my distant uncle. 

Coincidentally, something died in someone I surprisingly hold dear to me too, yesterday.  But there was no funeral pyre for it, no last hymns, no prayers offered for the death of the fleeting feelings. I suppose I should be thankful for that, too. Practically, I should be. But I'm not.
 
 
Current Location: the cubicle
Current Mood: cold
Current Music: Higher Ground + Charles Gabriel
 
 
alich
17 December 2007 @ 09:35 am

Have yourself a merry little Christmas,
Let your heart be light
From now on,
our troubles will be out of sight...


  • My left ear is finally savoring the sting of a silver stud.
  • The Starbucks planner fell on my lap. Just like that. Thank you.
  • I got my Memoirs of a Geisha in its original cover.

Have yourself a merry little Christmas, 
Make the Yule-tide gay, 
From now on, 
our troubles will be miles away.

  • I'm not one that goes through the entire ordeal of homesickness. I suppose I can be transplanted anywhere in this earth without so much a feeling of longing for home. And it's not because I've outgrown the feeling because it was never there, to begin with. Still, it's a huge relief to know that I'm going home on the 23rd. Yey. I'll be seeing these two crazy people by then:



Here we are as in olden days, 
Happy golden days of yore. 
Faithful friends who are dear to us 
Gather near to us once more.

  • I'm not having a Christmas Wishlist this year since I am soOo grateful about how this year turned out. Oh thank you, for a blessed year. 
 
 
Current Location: the garden of good and evil
Current Mood: happy
 
 
alich
10 November 2007 @ 11:49 am

With my beloved cousins. I'm so blessed to have them.
 
 
Current Location: pier one, the fort strip
Current Mood: giddy
 
 
alich
01 November 2007 @ 01:24 pm
Ian believes we’re mallrats. That’s easy for him to say because he’s in New Zealand and there is so much more to life in there than malls. 

But we aren’t in Auckland; we’re here, in myopic Manila, where malls are overrated. There is no way you can escape any of them, no matter how much they look the same because they’re all over the place. 

And if good old Benedict Anderson pays us a visit, he’d be having the time of his life looking at how well we have concretized his “Imagined Communities” . By the way, that term “Imagined Communities” is just as overrated and overused.

We visited an Imagined Community one Friday ago (guess which one!) and here are the inevitable images which we had so much fun taking:



So Ian, we’re not mallrats. (But I find that term endearing. Hahaha.) Or maybe we are, but it's not by choice. Hahaha. It’s just that, if you were here, you'd find out for yourself that we're left with little else.  
 
 
Current Location: triangle north of manila
Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: i'd do anything + simple plan
 
 
alich
22 September 2007 @ 07:00 pm
when things were simpler. Now, they are as distant as everyone else. If I could love this distance, I'd be better off but no fool can do that.

Of course, Syd and Maru are still in school. Zig, is somewhere in Pateros? Zig, where the heck are you now? Because knowing him, he can't be pinned down to only one location. Erson is in Pasig. Working for IBM. And Mayo is in Baguio, partying and studying. Haha. :P

I miss you all. Ogad, I wish I can bend the Time-Space Continuum. I wish things were back to being simple. I wish we all lived near each other.
 
 
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: yellow + coldplay
 
 
 
 

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